Monday, October 24, 2011

Failures

I've never been good at dealing with failures. I feel inferior every time it happens.

And it hurts so much especially now, when I just got out of a painful period. Actually my feet have yet to touch the other side, the peaceful and the looking back and laugh about it side. It's still misery...

I feel lost and disoriented.

Human's feelings are very bizarre. Or at least mine is. Just like the pain I felt whenever I watched Lee Hong Ki of FT Island videos. He's too perfect to the point that it raises the embarrassing and shameful obsession and jealousy for that perfection.


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